bacon is like concentrated meat.  it is like everything that meat is only better and more compact.  so often, when you are talking to vegetarian's and you ask them if they miss meat, they say that bacon is what they miss. and this is why. 

so hi there.

things are goin' on.
not physical, real things.
metaphysical in my head things.
something is a brewin'
in my head, ya know.

i hope you know. cause i don't know if i can explain it properly.
i'm getting unsettled with my life.  some days i feel like i just need to write and everything will be ok, sometimes i feel like i need to move on, either in where i am living or what i am doing. sometimes i feel like i need some new friends.

that's a lot of sometimes. 

sometimes i feel just fine.

i think that i would be stressing the importance of the writing right now, because it is actually the easiest most attainable of the goals. i think i would be pushing myself and being harder on myself...but today something i wrote was published over at www.ihaveasecret.com and that just makes everything else seem less important. or at least notions about needing to write.

so what can i do about it...

i was chatting with a good friend last night. a friend who has been very sedentary since we left school, always talking about going and traveling and always staying in the same place. well all of a sudden he tells me that he is moving to japan to see what he can make happen there.  he says to me, 'get something goin'
  it made sense. a bit.

is there a point where you should just stop thinking about such things and just do something?  yeah. i am sure there is.
of course there is the small matter of too much money owing on my credit cards.

hmmmmmmmm.

i guess i should give this some serious thought.

or, how about you think about it for me.
i mean it.
come up with a good plan.
one that i can ignore most of the parts of, but can relate to people in bars so it sounds like i am grounded and sane.