so, um, yeah, there's uh, this girl, see.
and i kind of like her, see...
and she, uhhh, kind of likes me, see.
and we've actually discussed this with each other see.
which sort of means, see.
that i have been smiling a lot, see?

   So what i am saying, so to speak, is that i am starting a relationship of some sort.  Only it is really young, and sweet and just at the blossoming, growing sort of state and so i am not going to try and label or pigeon hole anything.

   It is enough for now that you know that there is someone i like, that she likes me and that we have discussed it with each other.  as you may recall, it is that last bit that has been a stumbling block in the past.

   i'll talk a bit more about it, you know, when there is a bit more to talk about.

   last weekend was really kind of nice. i was on the island visiting my oldest and best friend, oh and some chick that hangs out with him a lot.  we didn't even really do anything you know.  we just sort of hung out and did errands.  lots and lots of errands.  most of which were for me even. 
   so it wasn't the events of the weekend that were cool. it was having someone you're just comfortable with to hang out with and run around with. i mean we didn't need anything cool to do because it was the being together and talking that was neat.
   this is something i really don't have with anyone here.  i mean i have loads of friends but we only really meet to do something if we are going to do something. it might just be that having the sort of person around that you could hang out with, doing nothing but still having a great time that made me want a g/f.
  then again, maybe it's for the sex.

ha. ok. it's a bit of number one, a bunch of number 2 but mostly having someone to sit with on the couch and stroke her hair. and talk when we want to talk and not when we want to not.

so hey....i got more responses from my last entry than the last 40.  you people must like it when i am smarmy. it leaves me kind of curious. in general. not about anything specific.

   Ok. i must go and paint the ceiling chartreuse now.