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July 2 - 3 pm.

  Heh heh, ok. so last weekend i wrote this article about what a wonderful weekend i was having.  How great i was and how much i was enjoying it?  Well this weekend is kind of the opposite.  I mean, not that i am not enjoying it, i am.  This has been a good weekend, but i have not really done anything and i have not really wanted to either.   

   But it is Canada Day weekend, you are supposed to do things and party and have a good time.  And worse yet, it is the weekend filled with free Jazz, you need to go out and enjoy it..  so i keep thinking maybe i am deficient or something.  Then i think, nah, you are.  You are deficient, but you like being that way and i remember this is truth, so i don't have a problem with it.

   What is causing this? I think it is two things really.  One, i am broke, money is just quite tight right now.  That is a thing that will keep you in the home as fast as anything.  Another, i just think i am a little burnt out.  In need of what i have come to call hermit time.  You know, time to spend with just myself.  but i am not sure.  i am just not sure.  I also know that it is not going to come for quite a while.  It is shaping up to be a very busy summer, with lots of visits, lots of work, lots of travel, so, i shall have to adjust.  Make due as it were.  

   Ahh well, we shall have to see, if i become increasingly irritable as i go on through the summer, i am sure you, my loyal reader will hear about it.  (don't think i miss the humour in that either. if you are reading this, then you must know that i mean you. but i could mean it for a hundred of you.)

   So i say i have had a boring weekend, i went to dinner at a pub on friday, i went out to a free jazz concert and had a friend over for dinner on saturday and went out to dinner and am watching a movie with a friend tonight.  i think i must just be boring in my head.   Or maybe the lack of wanting people.  i don't know for sure. we shall have to see. i am not having a bad time with G sitting over there and i am getting work done and we are having an amusing thread of conversation during the movie.  Hmmm.  i shall have to think about it.  I will let you know.

   All for now.